I am so stressed!

O I am soooooo stressed! This has been the worst 2 weeks I think I have ever had-aside from Fall 2005. I have been overly emotional, mean, I've cried myself to sleep 3 nights in a row and my brain feels like it will soon explode! Ok 1st jewelry school got cancelled because the jeweler that was teaching me got laid off-so now I have no potential career. I have no money & recently discovered that Tim and I were not eligible for poor married people grants so I have even less money since I am gonna have to pay for school. I started a big gross menstral cycle yesterday, something I havent done in over a year and a half thanks to my IUD & when I called the OBGYN about it they said I NEEED to come in. So there's more money I dont have!Stressed

Since last Thursday....

Again I have not all that much to report. Thursday: Hillary and I went to the Hypess and worked out. I ran 1.75 miles, I also cycled on random for 30 minutes. I felt exillerated and then we went to The Edge coffee house and had fresh fruit smoothies, which are delicious. I had never had a smoothie befor they are good. Plus it was nice to just have girl time. Saturday: My friends who were broken up got back together, so I was very pleased about that. I really did'nt want to have to find new dating friends, what a hassle, plus they are truthfully really good together. Sunday: we went to my parent's house after church to celebrate Emily's 13th birthday. While we were there my went looking through my baby book. She wanted to share the names my Great-grandmother had picked for me before I was born. My top 2 favorite : If I was a boy and my Great-grandmother had any say in it I would be named Otis Elvis, one of her top 3 favorite girl names was Sharon Renis. SHARON RENIS! SHARON R-E-N-I-S!!!!! It makes me laugh hysterically! Other favorites were Marcia Maria or Dean Pierre, which are both kinda silly but Sharon Renis blows my mind-that sounded much worse than I intended. Tim said that if I got famous he would call my biography The History of Sharon Renis. It sounds like a book you would find in the Human sexuality section of Barnes and Noble. WOW!

Updates since October 2nd

This has been a pretty dull week. I didnt get to watch The Office on Thursday. Matt took me to see a movie on Saturday night, that was a lot of fun. On Sunday me,Tim, Heath, Melissa, Kayln, Keali and Daddy Ronald all went to eat ice cream at Baskin Robbins, that's one thing I love about little kids their inability to eat ice cream good. Then Monday we went to eat with some friends who were mid fight and broke up a couple of hours after the date. It's a real shame they were good together or at least I thought they were. So since Monday, life has consisted of me talking my friend through a break up, work, and school. Like I said borring.

I'm the FIRE GUY

Today I had my sculpture critique, I was very excited. Here are photos of my sculptures:

1.) 1st,2nd,4th (rings) This one is all the rings I've made in jewelry school with the evception of the 3rd one which was completly destroyed in a freak soldering accident. 2.) Clay Hillary bird (a work in progress) his head is a round wooden ball and the body is sculpy clay covered in acrylic paint. 3.) In these shoes I SCULPT consists of 2 foot shaped linoleum board pieces with the carved Hillary Tree bird from a piece I did last semester, they are placed in a pair of shoes that I always wear when I am doing anything involving sculpture.

I was going to show a 4th piece but about 10 minutes befor I was going to show it, it exploded. Yeah I set myself on fire today, you know how I was all facinated with the green flame that denatured alcohol makes? Well I was going to show my class how cool it looks, I tested it out before my presentation, the alcohol dripped on to the floor after I lit it & there was a huge blue flame in the middle of the Fine Arts Gallery with me in the middle of it. I freaked out scared to death that I was going to be expelled so I tried to put it out with my shoe but only after did I remember that I was wearing flip flops & my foot was on fire. I am the FIRE GUY. This is my foot: You cant really tell but I burnt all the hair of the tops of both my feet cause I am an idiot. When we got home Tim doctored them. I feel like a big stupid mummy, Melissa if you or Heath tell my mom I will burn your house to the ground, I've still got plenty of denatured alcohol.

Richie & Debi

Today Richie and Debi found out that they are gonna have a baby girl. I am very excited. I have also been thinking how weird it is that Momma Judy & Daddy Ronald only had boys and so far all their boys have only had girls. I think it might be some kind of strange record if all the Lamb boys remain boy-less.